james loves eng woon loads!! <3 rock my life!!

2007-01-26T16:55:00.000+08:00

haiz. BP lost the first match against Jurong. nvm! they won Fajar! ((: jia you man. haiz. sec life. is so damn tiring lor. haiz. around 9 will go sleep liao. haha. well this week. played bball three days in a row. i think maybe every week will be like tt. unless training starts. monday got to see the team. well. hope only me and Rolu will get into sec 2 team. anyway. sec two already got ppl le. hope not too many get in. this year sec 1 de players got action lor. anyway. heck care them. damn amazed by Mr Chan. his push up damn solid one. do until his face red. lol. then pe. had to run outside school. then he ask me and Rolu run behind to see those last few ppl. haiz. then today got pe mt, photo taking, bio then math. math learn about sf. haha. significant figures and estimation. haiz. quite sian lor. ytd math lesson. Vlee did not talk about math at all. haha. okay lor. got to stop here le. anyway. hope can catch up with studies. ((:

dear. wo ai ni. yong yuan dou hui.

2007-01-16T17:14:00.000+08:00

ya. i know it was a long time since i've post. ((: had been busy. school works are overflowing. ya. then so sianz. haiz. ya. i oso dunno what to post. just happy ((: bball training!! where are you???!??!

2007-01-04T19:16:00.000+08:00

haiz. 106!! haha. my class. yea.. it was tiring for the first two days. )); woke up at 6. 4 .30 then reach home. )): haiz. yea lor. then is like. next week start lessons le. haiz. dunno whether will online and post as often. but. will try lor. haha. anyway. i oso dunno what to write le. stop here le ba.

dearie. wo ai ni. hao xiang ni

2006-12-26T10:46:00.000+08:00

okay. Christmas is over! and no presents at all. so sad )): haiz. who cares la. as long as she is with me anything oso can. haiz. i just want her. i really miss her. so long nvr see her le. ): wo ai ni dear. haiz. so kind of busy these few days and maybe after school reopen. so may not post too often. but will try la. dearie. wo ai ni. haiz. the uniform not rready yet. shit lor. i scared until school reopen haven ready then die liao lor. )): wo ai ni. haiz. stop here la. haha. have to accept testimonials!! yea!!

2006-12-21T15:12:00.000+08:00

haiz. today got our sec 1 posting. okay. loads of my friends were so stuned with their postings. okay. but. dun worry okay. i believe all of them can do well. just jia you! haha. lol. must keep in contact hor. lol. okay. so. tml got to go to the sec sch. but. i dunno which one to go. haha. the one at cck? or the one at teck whye. haha. haiz. i think is at teck whye ba? hah. later go see the book. haiz. so sian. so fast past another year. and this year. haiz. so many friends are gonna leave. she is going another sch too. haiz. so sad. really miss all my friends. haiz. okay la. got to stop here. mwah. wo ai ni. TRUST me. i wont find other girls. haha. wo zhi ai ni yi ge. mwah

2006-12-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

my bro birthday ytd! haha. happy belated fatty john! (:

19/12/06
haiz. went to imm again ytd. haha. then shop.. for things for the new house.
haiz. but so tiring lor. haiz. miss her loads. very long nvr see her le. other than photos la. hah. miss her terribly.

haiz. holidays sucks. want to go back to pri sch! want to have lessons. want to tok to her. want to hear mr neo or mrs ang scolding. especially mrs ang. keep scolding me one. haha. but it was fun. 6 years in kranji. first year. mdm allison tan i think? haha. and ms yati.! second year. dunno who oso. know the chinese teacher was mdm tay. then P3 was ms vanitha and chinese was mr loo. then P4 mrs kam and mr yue. wah. mrs kam days were frightening. haha. P5 mrs hanna then mr neo. and for chinese. erm. mr ong and mr goh. the P6 mr neo, mrs ang and mr loo! . haha. it was fun la in kranji. and the other teachers that taught me that are not mentioned. so sorry. haha. but anyway. really had fun. will not forget about you all. will go back next year find you all. anyway. take care. and hope ya get a better class next year. haha. it is proven that whoever teaches me always get alot of troubles. haha. thanks everyone! (: no matter what. will not forget you all guys. and the other teachers in kranji that has not taught me and knows me. thanks alot too. i know. not been a very good student. but. haha. thanks alot. and my coach in basketball. mr victor tan. haha. i know. loads of troubles from me. but thanks. okay. got to stop here. maybe if any teachers read this post. may want to leave their numbers. haha. but i dun will have many. (: after all im not some big shots. take care guys!!

kranji rocks. so are all my friends! and the most important person. haha. ENGWOON. love ya

2006-12-18T07:49:00.000+08:00

haiz. ytd. so sian de. stay at imm for at least 4 hours. )): standing. haiz. really hate holidays, haiz. this whole week my mum at home leh. wha lao. damn sian man. haiz. miss her loads. really hope can see her everyday lor. haiz. the bbq on saturday so sian de. haiz. im really afraid i will lose her. i dun want to lose her. i love you

2006-12-13T10:05:00.000+08:00

holidays. is all about sian sian and more sianness. lol. haiz. so damn sian. and lost my specs in my house. cant find it. haiz. keep squinting. haiz. sat got the party le. forgot to ask my mummy. haiz. she should let ba? haha. haiz. anyway. is like. damn boring at home. haiz. i miss you. how come haven call yet. haiz. okay la. is like nothing to write already. wo ai ni

2006-12-07T14:36:00.000+08:00

haiz. holidays. damn sian. miss her loads. haiz. xiang si ta. i hate life without her. wo ai si ni le. tml. our 8 month! happy ((: mwah. wo ai ni. darling. wo hui yong yuan ai zhe ni de. im sorry for all the things that i've done. all the wrong things that i've done. wo ai ni. no matter what. darling these few days not feeling well. must take care whoa. wo ai ni haiz. wo zhen de hao xiang ni. wo ai ni!

2006-12-03T18:45:00.000+08:00

haiz. a sunday. well.. got up at about 7 plus. had an alarm at 7 every morning cos will call my princess see whether she cant talk. but. haiz. she is ill!! )): must take care darling! <3 wo ai ni. haiz. then woke up. brush teeth and everything. then went to eat breakfast. dun dare call my dear. scared she is resting. so went to church le. then everythign over. then called her. haiz. then she was watching things. so did not disturb her. and said if she free then call me. haiz. but after a long long time. haha. she did not call )): so i called her. haiz. grr.. she was playing comp.!! )): haha. but nvm la. tok on the phone later her throat more pain. so let her play comp lor. wah. my leg damn "suan" lor. stand for 3 hours plus. haiz. then after everything went to have early dinner. then back at home le. just saw my dear dear post. oh my. she was not feeling better. haiz. must take care girl!! )): you ill i oso not happy. haiz. guai k. although drink loads of water le. try to drink more. wo ai ni dear!! <3 will be there for ya! mwah!

2006-11-28T18:44:00.000+08:00

haiz. another day of holiday. jia wei called me in the morning say want to go yew tee cc play bball. then thought for awhile then called my daddy. he say go for 2 hours. haha. then we went. play halfway my darling called. then after that went over to mac. then engwoon princess said go and meet her at 11 20. bleh. she was late. haha. she came only at 11 33. haha. waited for her. then went to jia wei house meet jia wei remus and zachary. then jia wei and remus came over my house first. then zachary went back home and bathe and eat lunch then come over my house. haiz. dun want to write le la. miss her loads. wo hao xiang ni.

2006-11-27T14:24:00.000+08:00

came back from malaysia. haha. went there for a night. so sian de. miss her loads. haiz. went to play pool. then shop. haiz. saw a big tazmania nice lor. haha. so cute de. then the baby one is one teeth only. haha. miss my darling loads! ): so long nvr see her le. ): haiz. so sian there. then the toilet. eee.... i dun dare to bathe lor. but mummy forced. haha. so just bathe. we put the floor mat in the bath tub. haha. so nvr step of the bath tub. haha. haiz. then came back le. then went yew tee there eat. of course that was ytd and the day b4 la. haha. today. woke up. then chat with her. then. went to school give the form. then went to lot 1 eat lunch with jia wei. then now he at my hse. i going to go sleep soon le. ((: haha. xiang si ta le.

miss you loads dear. haiz. cant wait to see you. )):

2006-11-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

sorry to all. did not post regularly. haiz. is like. the holidays are here. first two days. oh my. the house. first day was alone! haiz. hate loneliness. damn lor. i started walking around the house and thought. what the hell. house so big. i one person nia. then sneak out for awhile. haiz. then went back. it was so sian lor. haiz. nothing much for ytd too. then today. my mummy ill so she stayed at home. then she wake up only take all the bedsheets then go wash. aiyo. haiz. forever like tt de. ill already still must do work. ): i got implicated into it too )): haha. but have to la. cannot be so evil. dun help her. haha. my bro did not get to go out!! yea!! disturb him almost the whole day (: haha. so fun. haiz. tml then write more.

2006-11-17T20:23:00.000+08:00

ok. loads of days did not post. i know. i was unsure of what to write. haiz. today. last day taking the flag raising ceromony with the whole sch. well. i still did not take it seriously of course. (: today two hours of sch. wee kiat wei hao pang seh. nvr come. told them to come then nvr come. wah lao. not good frens de. anyway. gave my darling de keychain. hope she likes it. then got what teck whye de teacher come ah. just listen. wah lao. did not want to go one lor. then they still ask us go for the stupid talk or whatever you call that. then. they say the dsa students can go back. then we quickly go to the lift there. haha. our class still there. then my darling angry. haha. cos i went for that talk. ok. we went back to class. after greeting the mdm tay. then sit down. then my darling at her sit. went to look for her cos the cheryl not there. haha. then she not happy. haha. then i down there disturbing her. (: then she walk off. to another table go play cards. haha. i followed. haha. then at there she happy le. then not angry le. ok. then we play cards all the way until sch end. then should be going off with darling de. but!! she going play with her frens. so i went off my own. but saw nicholas koh and reuben so went off with them after changing. then went to jia wei hse put my bag. then went to yew tee food court eat. then went to causeway. then went to eat at seoul garden. so full!! haha. then went back home. then sian lor. haiz. miss her loads. i love you dear. i really hope we will together forever. wo ai ni

no matter what. i wont give up. ying wei, you lose if you quit. i wont give you up. wo ai ni.
21 days to our 8th month. wo ai ni

2006-11-08T12:37:00.000+08:00

haiz. no need to go to sch. but so lonely. i miss you dear. where are you? why nvr call me. i really miss you loads. wo hao xiang ni. wo hen pa. hen pa wo hui shi qu ni. wo ai ni. wo zhen de hen ai ni. mwah! ni yao xiang xing. ni shi wo de wei yi. haiz. nvr go to school. i really miss you. miss being with you. wo hao xiang ni. wo xin li de hua. bu dong gen shui shuo. xian zai de xing qing. mei you ren hui liao jie ba. wo zi ji dou bu zhi dao. haiz. promise me you wont leave me. promise me you love me. promise me that you will not give me up. we went through so many things together. are you willing to do more things with me? brave through everything together. i really want to spend my whole life with you. i love you only. you only. dear. our 7th month today. i really miss you. i really want to spend every moment of my life with you. ni yuan yi ma? ni yuan yi he wo yi qi du guo ni de yi bei zi ma? haiz. i really need you in my life. bu yao li kai wo. wo ai ni

2006-11-06T18:44:00.000+08:00

as usual. woke up at 5 30 la. then went to do all my routine things. then walk walk walk to sch. reached sch. sit down read my storybook then read read read. until jia wei look for me then go to gate B and wait for my darling. ok. and then she come le. then we went up. went up read story book again. (: then was reading. cos cannot disturb my dear dear. )): if can then good le. (: haiz. but if she dun want to. then dun disturb. dun want to make her angry (: then actually quite scared scared de. cos. hair long nvr cut. was told to. ((: but no time lor. weekends so packed de. so we went back to class after silent reading. then did our own things. well. mrs ang was sleepy. so normally sleepy ppl will very short tempered de. and there she was. short tempered, especially after seeing all three other A classes so quiet when we walked past. then after her lesson got mrs wong's lesson. SS but she was going through maths paper with her class. so she got MR GOH to come. oh no!! my whole class sighed. haha. then when we greet. someone said "good morning goh fish" then we were laughing. of course not very loud. a little giggle. ok then we played during his class. oh my goD. his deodorant. damn strong. i told him to move away (: haha. then it was mt class. got the bloody "shu fa" competition. shit lor. i anyhow write. just went to scribble. mr loo pissed off with me. (: haha. then after writing finish. went to passed up then go back to A2 find my dearest princess. asked wei hao accompany me. thanks boy!! ((: then he went down. haiz. he is always so good. ((: ok. that bloody MR ONG is back. well. he is hated in sch. i dun think anyone like him lor. (: so .... ok. then it was ms tan's lesson after mt. haha. then she did not come too. ((: then got one male teacher come in. haha. he damn funny lor. we all stand up then he ask. why stand. haha (: then i ask. dun need to greet meh? then he say dun need la. haha. then we all laughed. then it was recess. ok. stop here le.
last but not least. my dearest princess. promise me. swear. vow. that you wont leave me (:

2006-11-04T17:14:00.000+08:00

phew!! did not write post for a long time le wor. time flies. we are gonna celebrate our 7th month soon le. be with me forever. dun leave me. k? promises are not meant to be broken. they are meant to be kept. and fulfiled. wo ai ni. our promises. really want you to stay by my side. be with me forever. be there for me. be my dearest girl. be my lao po. be my girl. ni yuan yi ma? wo ai ni. ni shi wo de wei yi. wo ai ni.

well. friday. stayed back lor. cos raining. wah. then we stayed back. i made jia wei angry. well. of course he is fine le. (: both hated the same person. the person which thinks he is very mighty? come on la. you are just a small little. think so highly of yourself. so what? dun go around acting la. gets on ppl's nerves. how idiotic. see his face only sian liao. haiz. dun tok about that idiot la. haiz. so it rained. then finish raining le. then about 3 30 then go home. well. thought would get scoldings. haiz. but ended up sweeping floor. )): well. then stomach was so damn pain lor. )):

so today. yep. woke up at 7. waited for my darling's call while packing my things. haha. threw all my books!! ((: all my worksheets!! so damn happy (: so. now my table is like quite empty. well. can actually name all the things on it.
1. my dearest eeyore! love it the most!!
2. my Bible!
3. mp3 player!
4. face towel.
5. some green bean thing.
6. house keys
7.some papers.
8. my water tumbler (i think so is like tt spell)
thats all! (: haiz. so sian de. )): miss my princess leh. haiz. wo hao xiang ni.

tts all for today!
my last words (not for dying de ) my dearest girl wo ai ni. ENGWOON DEARDEAR! <3

2006-10-31T17:17:00.000+08:00

so long nvr post le. so gonna get off my lazy bum and post today. well.. it is getting boring in sch nowadays. nth to do much too. )): so sian de. and. haiz. im getting fatter each day ): die le lor.
haiz. today quite happy lor. in the afternoon. haiz. tml mum will be at home. dunno whether will have good time not. should i stay in sch? but who should i stay with? haiz. dunno lor. wonder if she wants to stay with me. i love you loads. wo ai ni. 8 more days to our 7th month.

2006-10-27T19:53:00.000+08:00

i hate you!! i hate you. you are damn bloody inhumane and heartless creature. get out of my life. f off la. you ass. stupid *****. i had enough of you k? f out of my life!! a day ruin by a *****

i have no mother

2006-10-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

well. woke up late today. then rushed to school to wait for my darling. then we went up to the hall then had silent reading. as usual, i was talking. so, after the silent reading and the pledge taking. we went back to class. what did we did? i forgot le leh. ): dunno what happened for the first period. then almost second period mrs ang asked me to go up to the 6th floor to check whether the comp labs are vacant not. so i ran up. then came down told her 2 were vacant. then we went up to the comp lab. stayed there for one period. well. after that went for mother tongue. there in the class, we played big2garden. which is "chor dai dee". used ong jin's cards. then after mt. went up to class and assemble for the trip to the aerogreen place there. then came back at 11 40. waited for ms tan to come in as it was science lesson. but. lo and behold. it is the fish. gohfish! well. my whole class sighed. for the two periods i did nothing. then it was after sch. well. went to the canteen. then put bags on the tables and chairs there then went to bball court with my darling. to see who was there. then i wanted to go to the toilet. then went lor. haiz. then me my darling and jia wei stayed in sch until 3 30 like tt. then went off le. haiz. then went home. sian lor. missing my dearest cutest more chio darling. ): miss her loads. haiz. wo hao pa. wo hen pa wo hui shi qu ta. i love you dear. dun leave me.

2006-10-22T19:32:00.000+08:00

well. ytd went to malaysia early early in the morning. miss my darling loads of course. haiz. she was calling me. omg. i did not know!! sorry sorry darling! ): dui bu qi!! my phone no autoroam. so. did not really know who called me. only msgs when got back to singapore. can see. so. my family and i left at about 9 plus. then 10 plus then reach my house. wah. first time we so late come home from malaysia. haha. wah. the highway hor. at night no have street lamps de. damn dark. haha. so we reached singapore. and my darling of course will be angry. if is me oso will. haha. ):

so today. went to church. had teens worship then did not go for ss as usual. haha. then my bro drove over to mac. haiz. then ate a little there. wah. im damn fat liao. haha. then went back to church. waited for my mummy and daddy. then we went off. haiz. then went to v.hive. then went to imm. walk until leg damn suan. haiz. miss my darling de chio chio face. haha. miss my darling's voice!! haiz. yong en darling! <3 wo ai ni. haha. haiz. tml go back sch le. haha. tml somemore got good things gonna happen. i hope so la (: will be happy if tt thing really happens. haha. i think will de la. haha.

wo ai ni yongen. ni shi wo de yi qie

2006-10-19T16:33:00.000+08:00

wah. today whole day stayed at home only went to lot1 to get somethings. then came home eat lunch use comp. then go my mum room. argh!! she so evil de. )): haiz. so sian de today. my lao po coming back today! (: wo hao kai xin. so damn happy!! haiz. miss you engwoon dear dear!! (: miss you loads! haiz. lao po. got buy the seaweeds for jia wei ma? haha. he keep asking me to remind you. if can communicate with you then good le. (: haiz. but cant ): haiz, lao po. so today was so sian. mum at home. jiawei cant come. then lao po not in singapore. ): haiz. so. i spend my time watching nba tv on comp then watch mr fighting. haiz. miss my darling lor. haiz. right ankle pain. shit lor. haiz. miss my darling loads!! haiz. lao po. wo ai si ni le. mwah lao po! <3 wo ai si ni le! haha. love you forever k? mwah! my dearest lao po! <3 she just rocks my life. i dunno why. i just love her so much!! she rocks! haiz. my dearest girl. today coming back. haiz. miss her looks. miss her voice. miss everything about her!! haiz. tml going back to sch le. as long as you want me to win in the captain's ball match. wo yi ding hui ying!!

2006-10-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

haiz. woke up after my parents went off. ): my darling still not back!! miss you loads darling. haiz. xiang si ni le. mwah! <3 lao gong ai ni yi bei zi!! <3 lao po. wo hao xiang ni! wo ai ni!! haiz. darling. wo ai ni. wo ai si ni le. ni zai na li? wo zhen de hao xiang jian dao ni. darling nvr go lan shop huh? haiz. miss you loads! <3 wo ai ni! wo ai si ni le! <3 ! haiz. lao gong ai lao po! <3 lao po dear dear. wo hao xiang ni!! <3 ): wo yao jian dao ni!! haiz. miss you like siao liao!! ): argh. i cant get into my blog! haiz. why ah? dunno leh. haiz. darling. if you were here, i bet you would know why. haiz. you are so smart!! (: wo ai ni! lao po! lao gong yao yong yuan pei ni, ai ni, zhao gu ni. ke yi ma? haiz. so. i went out with lucas and jia wei today. jia wei much more better, haiz. my lao po de best!!! today someone stuck in the lift! omg. haha. they use my phone call the ppl, haha. then after that i went off le. haha (: did not bother to see the things happening. bought a new bball shoes!! wow! it was so cheap!! haha. mwah darling! <3 haha. haiz. then bought present. haiz. miss my darling loads!! ): you rock my little life darling. haiz. without you, im nothing. wo ai ni! <3 haiz. very tired le. wanna go rest. mwah! <3 wo ai ni!!!

2006-10-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

2nd day without my darling. well. it was terrible of course. haiz. i woke up at 8.35 am. dreamt of my darling. then went online. haiz. then started hoping that my darling can online. waited for her to online. then after that ate breakfast. then went to sch give the dsa form then went to s11 ate lunch. then went to take taxi back. but b4 that jia wei came along to my hse. haiz. miss my darling loads leh. she is my darling princess. haiz. a guy without his girl is a lonely guy ): haiz. really xiang si wo de lao po le. haiz. she really. haiz. miss her looks. miss her voice. miss toking to her!! of course got miss more la. haha. mwah darling! are you having fun there? haiz. there very big wor. stay with your parents k? haha. mwah!! <3 wo zai xin jia po hao xiang hao xiang ni wor. haiz. ); miss you like siao!! haiz. really cant wait to see my engwoon princess again. ): still wait for 2 days plus. haiz. days without you.. argh!! really terrible. ): haiz. i just ate finish my dinner. fat fat le. haiz. oh my. haiz. darling. wo zhen de hao xiang ni. i dun want you to leave me le la. haiz. ): dun like the feeling. haiz. wo yao yong yuan pei ni yi bei zi!! mwah! <3 wo ai si ni le darling!! (: miss ya loads ): got to stop here le!

lao gong bao bao lao po!!

2006-10-16T17:13:00.000+08:00

haiz. SHE is going overseas today. im gonna miss HER loads!! <3 im already missing HER now. haiz. ): really wanna see HER. even if is just a min, i oso wont give up that chance. haiz. YOU gonna board the plane le. haiz. wo zhen de hao xiang NI. haiz. wo ai NI LAOPO! <3 bao bao!! hugs!! (: wo zhen de hao sad hao sad. i really miss you like siao ): haiz. i dun want you to go!! ): stay with me!! darling! <3 wo zhen de hui xiang ni. mwah! muacks! darling darling! <3 wo ai si ni le. ai ni yi bei zi k? no matter what happens. i want to be with you! im addicted to ya! im not gonna leave you. i oso wont allow myself to lose you. if i lose you. sure very sad de ): haiz. missing you loads. haiz. sad leh. ): dun fren ya le!! leave me alone ): hug eeyore as if it was you! (: mwah darling! <3 wo zhen de hao xiang ni! ): really cant call me ah? ): miss your voice! haiz. miss our hugs! haiz. ): deep in my heart. there is only one person. one girl. that is TAN ENGWOON!! you!!! my darling girl! <3 you are mine forever? haiz. wo zhen de !!!! hao xiang ni!!! haiz. ); sad. i dun blame you for leaving me all alone in singapore la. cos you oso dun want to go de right? you also want to stay with me de right? haiz. nvm la. dun blame ya. (: mwah! wo ai ni. hao ai hao ai ni!! <3 haiz. wo ai ni! <3 ai si ni le darling! (: wo ai ni. im yours forever! <3 mwah!

2006-10-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

RRRRING!!! 6.45 am alarm rang. haha. snoozed it. went back to sleep. then at 6.56am. my darling called!! <3 wo hao xiang ta. haha. so. i picked up the phone. went to tok to my princess, then tok until went to eat my breakfast. haha. eat eat eat. im fat. i know. (: ok after i ate. i ran up to call my darling. haha. then we tok. until my daddy shouted for me to get down. then. shit!! i haven bathe yet. then i told my darling. then she said. go bathe la. later chou chou. haha. then i went to have a very very quick bathe. then went to the car. went to fetch john's gf. then went to church. ok. then lets not tok about church. so after church. we went to eat lunch. eat eat eat. haha. fatty!! haha. then we went to somewhere. then after that went back home. then tok to my darling. while my internet cant work. then tok halfway can liao then after toking to my darling. i went to play comp. actually watch zhi jing zhi dian only. haha. nice show. wanna get the vcd!! then after that went to eat dinner!! haha. then waited for awhile went to watch soccer liao. then others is now le lor.. haha. waiting for my darling to call!! )): why she take so long de )): sad. mwah darling!

lao gong bao bao lao po yi bei zi. haha

2006-10-12T16:44:00.000+08:00

haiz. well. we won 6A2 in captain's ball. well. i was only happy when i was playing? that was the true happiness i had. i was really happy. haiz. i dunno. i dun feel good. i dun feel like last time. i just feel sad. emptiness? haiz. i just feel alone. i hate LONELINESS. hate it. haiz. i dunno what sec sch to choose. i dun want to be separated from her. i love you

2006-10-09T16:43:00.000+08:00

well!! PSLE is OVER! FUN TIME IS HERE!!! <3 haha. my darling still got one more paper ): miss her loads. haiz. tml gonna go play bball.. actually main motive go there and fetch my darling only. haha. mwah darling!! <3 wo ai si ni le. you hor. cannot angry with you de lor. can bear to. and haha. dunno why cannot angry with you lor. i love you loads!! <3 mwah! <3 wo ai si ni le. we are gonna celebrate our 7th month together k? will you? haha. i want la. haha. mwah!! <3 wo ai si ni le. have loads of time to play le!!! (: but. want to play with my darling. want her by my side. miss her loads.wo ai ni darling! <3 love you forever!!

jia you for HMT. wo ai ni

2006-10-08T16:22:00.000+08:00

it's OUR 6th month!! <3 wo ai si ni le. dun leave me k? haha. wo ai ni. im not gonna leave you. im nothing without you. no ENGWOON no Life. mwah! <3 wo ai si ni le. xiang si ni le. darling!! <3 wo hao xiang ni whoa. haiz.. tml then can see you.. i wanna see you now!! <3 miss you face. miss all our .... haha. darling!! <3 wo hui yong yuan ai zhe ni! <3 bu hui li kai ni de.! no matter what happens, we will always be together k? mwah! <3 i just want to be with you.

SIXTH MONTH! <3

2006-10-06T14:58:00.000+08:00

now that the key is with you. is the key of your heart with me? will you give it to me or someone else? what you said in all your older posts, would you still want to do with me? would you still want to watch the sunset and sunrise with me? would you believe that we can make miracles? would you still want to love me forever? the most important thing. would you be happy with me?
nothing's gonna break us up? what about nobody? will you be jealous becos you care for me?
would you hold to the key tightly or would you pass it to someone else? would you remember forever? even if is happy or sad memories? would you stick with me forever? will you leave me?
would you choose him over me? would you believe that we can see rainbows even if is in the night?
would you hug my toys that i gave you to sleep? my voodoos for you. would you love them more?
i can give up my friends for you. i just want you.

would you want to be the owner of my heart?
can i own your heart too?
im selfish, im not gonna share you with anyone.
i wanna keep you all for myself.

2006-10-05T19:10:00.000+08:00

PROMISES TO ME!

will you be there for me when i need you?
will you love me always?
will you love me forever?
will you choose me if HE ask you stead?
will you give up your friends for me?

wo zhen de hen ai ni. wo zhen de bu yao shi qu ni. but. the more i hold on to you, the more i cant get you. but how can i let go of you. no matter what your decision is, i will respect it. i just hope that i can be with you FOREVER. no matter what it takes. i will do de. i just want you in my life. i just need you. as long as you are with me. anything oso can. wo zhen de hao ai ni. i gave up my frens for you. i want you. not them. i rather get beat by them. i dun mind. i just hope you are with me. i just want you to be with me. it is only 3 more days to our 6th month. promise me not to leave me? even if we are different sec schools?

wo ai ni. wo zhen de hen ai ni. wo zhen de bu yao shi qu ni.
without you. im nothing!
MY MAIN SOURCE OF ENERGY : ENGWOON

2006-10-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

thanks to my dearest, most chio, most cute, ever-loving darling!! <3 haha. thanks for helping me change blogskin. wha.. i today.. quite tired lor. i woke up at 7 30. watch disney channel.. haha.. lilo and stitch. haha.. lame right? but not bad leh. haha.. then i went up on comp. so sian de.. no one online. so i took out my maths file and look through the papers. haiz.. my results are atrocious. )):
ok. so i took note of all the mistakes i made. ok. then estella jie onlined. chat with her. hehe. main motive was to get songs from her. so after chatting for awhile. i asked her for songs. well. she send of cos. ok.. so after i chat with her. and her usual naggings. (which are good for me la) haha.. she, her sis and mum nag together i sure die de.. haha.. ok.. so after that. i went to cook my instant noodles. then i ate. then i went up. and started watching ge dou tian wang. haha. my darling's one. haha.. still haven return her. sorry whoa.. ((: so watch watch for awhile then listen to songs. then study. haiz. until 5 plus went to lie on my bed and thought of something. haiz.. well.. dun tell ya!! haha.. lame.. only will tell my darling. haiz. so boring. well.. tml is tuesday. GREAT DAY!! <3 wo ai wo de bao bei.!! <3 wo ai si ni le darling. loving you forever. loving you always. not gonna leave you. wo ai ni

2006-09-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

my dearest bao bei. i want to be by your side forever. yong yuan pei zhe ni.
9 more days. are you willing to spend our 6th month with me? haha. althought i know you want to postpone it to wed. no probs. haha. miss ya loads. haiz. really want to spend my whole life with ya. miss ya like siao. sian lor. 3 days cant see my bao bei. )): maybe monday can see her. see whether she want to come or not lor. haha. xiang si ni le darling!! <3 darling!! <3 wo ai si ni le. yong yuan dou hui ai zhe ni. mwah mwah!! <3 looking forward for PSLE to be over. haha. then can. you should know. mwah!! <3 i love you forever.! <3

love you always. love you forever.

2006-09-28T15:57:00.000+08:00

DARLING! <3 i will NEVER leave you de. never ever. i want to be with you forever. not leaving you a single second. thats our promise k? dun break our promise. wo ai ni. ai si ni le. miss ya loads
haiz. now at home. really miss ya loads. so you said de. you will reject him today. i trust you k? mwah!! <3 xiang si ni le. haiz. PSLE coming soon le. cant wait for it to be gone. well.. hope today can go popular. got to buy more assessments books. no more at home le. that is why im like so sian now. haiz.. today dun feel like writing so much. i very tired le. i want go take a nap le. mwah!! <3 wo ai wo de dear dear. love you forever. nvr gonna leave you. you are mine forever. my heart is yours forever.

with loads of love for my darling
JAMES

2006-09-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

ok. today's post. let's start from after skool ba.
ok. after we came down from our class. i knew my dearest darling wants to go back le. so i started looking for her. she was at the lift there. then she wanted to refill her water bottle. then after we walk walk to the umbrella. then saw reuben. she started to tok to him. dunno what they say oso. i was not with them. i was leaning against the wall. then eugene came alone and followed us. well.. i saw jia ying. so i use my hand and somehow signal her to go off. then she dun listen. then i say "roll" in chinese. sorry whoa. well.. after that jia ying ask me where is my dear girl. then i told her at the umbrella there. then she look for her. then they went off. then me and eugene followed behind. they ran. ran out of gate D then we followed. after that we could not find them. then i was quite angry and sad. dunno where she go. worried. so.. i just sat there and waited for her to appear. then after a very very long while, eugene shouted at me and say they are at the other side of the road. then he went over. then they stood there and tok. after a while they shouted at me and ask me to go over. then i just walk walk walk to the traffic light. and there, they were running over. then i gave a very sad face. then my darling apologised. and then ask me to smile. i did not. cos. really cant smile at that point in time. jia ying went off. but my dear dear went to chase her. so as usual me and eugene followed behind. after walking for a while. my dear and jia ying started to run a little. then eugene saw wei hao and wee kiat there so he shouted at them to ask them to stop my dear and her beloved jia ying. haha. well. after i heard my dear shouting, i shouted "wei hao, wee kiat! let them go." well as usual those two. are always so guai!! they let them go. me and eugene walk towards the grass patch there where they were. then jia ying continued to walk and my dear stopped. then she ask me to smile again. haha. so funny. wonder why she so like my smile. or is it becos she dun like me to frown? haha.
so she saw jia ying going off then she shouted for jia ying. so i saw that. i told my dearest gan di eugene. to go stop her. then he went of course. he is so guai de. my good little brother haha. then after that we went to the mini mart. surprisingly, we saw wee kiat and wei hao. haha. and i went in with the very sad face. and wee kiat and wei hao were like keep asking why i so sad. they all so good de. haha. but my dear dear better. anyway. they rock. ok then after a while. they were pestering my darling then they ask why she make me so sad. i was not with them but could hear their voice. so when wei hao came over i told him to tell the other two guys that it wasnt my darling's fault. anyway very long le. and i need to go study le. so. post for tml!!

darling. i will nvr leave u. today was a great day. haha. i love you. i miss you loads.

2006-09-26T16:13:00.000+08:00

ENGWOON DARLING LAO PO!! <3 ai si ni le! <3
haha. dear dear. mwah!! <3 miss ya loads. dear dear. haiz. stay with me forever k?
xiang si ni le. darling. must jia you for PSLE k? haha. mwah!!
darling!! <3 <3 <3 <3 love you loads!! <3 love you always!! <3
haha. glad that you come and look for me. haha. actually i know you will come up de lor. haha.
were you really angry just now? haha. not right? when i told you i not gonna go off at 1 haha.
i really love you loads!! <3

loving you always! rock my life forever!! <3

2006-09-22T19:38:00.000+08:00

wo zhen de zhen de hen 怕. hen 怕 wo hui 失去 ni.
today nth special. haiz. very sian. is weekends again. cant see my dear dear for two whole days. cant stand it. haiz. i really miss you. miss you loads. miss you like siao. i want you to be by my side forever. will you be there for me? wo hao xiang ni.

i want to be with you forever. forever. nvr gonna leave you. will you be with me? forever?
wo zhen de zhen de hen ai ni. darling. wo yao yong wo yi shen de shi jian, ai ni. yong yuan bu yao li kai ni. mwah. i promise. i wont leave you. wo ai si ni le. mwah!! <3

2006-09-21T16:32:00.000+08:00

lets start from after skool today. haha. ok. i dunno whether my dear dear will pei wo not. actually is go somewhere else de. but. nvm. i went to put my bag in the class, went down to canteen look for my dear dear. after searching the whole of first floor. i went up. before i went. i told ong jin, ming xuan and cheng wei if they see engwoon. ask her go my chinese class look for me if she is free. then i went up. while walking up. i saw engwoon and yew chong, i dun think they were toking. i look at her. while i walk up. i know she was waiting for me to approach her, i went up. but. after walking a while more, i thought, i had been looking for her, now that i have found her, why not i tok to her, so i rush down. saw her. then she was toking to yew chong, must be yew chong asking why we nvr tok. so i went up to her. ask her whether can to pei wo. then she say dunno, i said. nvm then. then i went up. lucas's class was coming down. then i saw lucas, he said hi. i walked up. then he followed, then he ask why i so angry, i kept quiet, we went into the class. then i took off my watch, then he went to take, i told him to put down, then he put down, while i was taking my things out of my bag. then he went to take again. well. i took my file and slam against the table, then he ask again why you so angry. then as usual i kept quiet. then he walked off le. then after that, eng woon came in, after a long long while. i think is either one of the boys told her im in the class lor. whoever is it. thanks alot. then we tok. fast foward to the most interesting thing that happened. i was in my chinese supp. halfway. i took the paper bullet and wanted to use the file to shoot. and infront of my table got some girls. then i wanted to shoot. they were around me. then my dearest princess came down. then ong jin was shouting at me telling me that she was there. but the class quite noisy did not hear him, then i shout back and ask him what. then he shouted even louder. ok then i heard. then engwoon saw me with those girls. then she point at me. then she ran off. sorry. but i dun like those idiots. then i froze. i ran out to look for her. she was not around le. after supp. she was angry. but. haha. i followed her everywhere she went. then lucas joined me we went after her. then behind the canteen, at the stairs leading to the hall. she told me not to follow le. so i went to sit at the stairs then lucas asked me what happened. then i told him what happened. then while i was toking. eng woon took the other stairs up, then lucas say he help me find engwoon. then after he went off. engwoon shout at me ask me go up. then she walk off. then i followed her. then we went walking around. ok. my hand pain liao. but i know that after she shout at me. i very happy le. haha. mwah!! dear dear!! i love you! love you loads!! <3 ai si ni le.

loving you forever. not gonna leave you. you are always in my mind. haha. every split second of my life, im thinking of you

2006-09-20T19:09:00.000+08:00

so i should start from after skool today?? haha.. well.. after skool. went down the stairs then saw kenneth. then asked him wait for me. while i go change. ok then. we went down play bball. ok. then after play for awhile then i asked remus
JAMES: oi what time liao ah?
REMUS: 12.46 liao
JAMES: oh!! i gotta go le. your continue.
JAMES: jia wei!! sub me.. thanks!!
JIAWEI passed his lemon chicken to me. then he asked if can come my hse not. then i say can lor.

back to canteen. well.. looking for my dearest princess. of course. i told her only will take 15 min. then. went to where she usually put her bag. then her bag not there. ok then, i was quite afraid she went off le. then i went around the 1st storey looking for her. walked past games corner. and there she was. haha. under the umbrella. toking to her frens. then i went back to canteen. haha. then she came. we started toking. ok. fast foward when me. remus, jia wei, jit chin, euroy my dearest princess was at the canteen toking

ENGWOON: jia wei, you want go james hse ah? you alone go ah? no one else ah?
JIA WEI: if no one else going then i not going oso.
JAMES:jit chin. you want go not?
JIT CHIN: nod his head.

ok. thats all for today!! <3 and last but not least!! <3 wo ai wo de lao po!!! <3

2006-09-19T17:10:00.000+08:00

today.. quite fun la.. haha.. in the morning. got some problems. haha.. but. it is all settled. mwah!! <3 miss ya loads darling!! <3 lets start from recess onwards today. haha. ok. me and zachary went up to the hall earlier. then mrs ang saw us sitting on the floor of the hall. then she ask me go over. then. she started to tok to me. well.. dun mind hearing her tok to me. at least she not like some teachers so unreasonable. so. i tok to her until almost every class went back. then she ask me go back and wait for her. haha. then went back to class.. haiz.. before she went out cos of art. she was pissed off by the class. ok then there was art. ok. so this incident. haha. my dear dear want me to write. haha. ok. i was looking for my dearest eng woon while i was doing my worksheet saw eng woon at HER table so, i went back to do my work. then after awhile. cos i miss my darling lao po too much le. haha. turn and look for her. LO AND BEHOLD, she was not there. haha. then she was behind me. haha. then she thought i was looking at HER. haha. so she started throwing small pieces of erasers at me and say, "i want to BREAK". well.. of cos. after that she not angry le. before art class ended. i made mdm tay angry too.. haha. so after skool. haha. dun want to write le. haha. anyway wo ai wo de dearest lao po!! <3

mwah! love you forever. love you always. always ur james lao gong

2006-09-18T18:57:00.000+08:00

mwah mwah!!! <3 ai si ni le!! mwah!! <3 the days goes like that. had silent reading. went back to class. erm.. what did we do? forget le.. haha.. then it was ss.. then got ppl nvr bring their book. then as usual. they had to write a 150 essay. shoik.. haha. happy new year to them. then it was chinese. nth much happened. then went back for science lesson. sigh. so shity de. do what shit concept map. stupid de la.. for what revision?! got the science notes still not enough meh? stupid de. then it was recess. ai ya.. today write until recess. haha.. looking forward to tml. see my darling!! <3 love you dear dear!

2006-09-17T19:31:00.000+08:00

a very boring day indeed. miss my dear dear loads!!! <3 haha.. my dearest lao po!! wo ai si ni le! <3 mwah! love you forever. love you always. my love for you will nvr fade de. haha.. mwah!!

so today was like.. woke up at 7.07 haha.. my dearest lao po woke up and call me. so xing fu. first voice to hear is her voice le. haha.. mwah dear dear! <3 haha. so i tok to her until 7 50 like that. then went to eat my breakfast. then after eating my breakfast. went to bathe. then chat with my dear dear on msn for awhile then left for church le. in church so sian de. so after church. went to eat lunch. then went to go "look" for my grandad. then went over to go look at some houses. then went home. studied. then rest for awhile. then went out for dinner. then come back le.. then i play comp liao le.. haha.. cant wait for today to pass. miss my dear dear loads. mwah!!! <3 wo ai si ni le

im forever yours.

2006-09-16T10:57:00.000+08:00

happy birthday dear. wo ai ni. wo zhen de zhen de hen ai ni. without you in my life. i might have died le.. haiz. miss you loads.. wo ai ni. really love you loads. im sorry.. i know i dunno how to make you happy.. i love you loads.. mwah <3 i want to yours forever. you are mine forever? i love you. wo ai si ni le..

2006-09-15T17:20:00.000+08:00

one more day,, in fact, it is only a few more hours to ur bdae. wo ai ni. hope your bdae this year will be your happiest bdae of your life. wo zhen de hen ai ni. you must not leave me k? wo hao ai ni hao ai ni. dunno what will i be without you. without you in my life. it is just loneliness.. everytime u not with me.. is really loneliness!! haiz.. i cant stand loneliness.. i need you. i need you in my life.. wo ai ni. bu yao li kai wo. pei wo yi bei zi. ai si ni le! dear. wo hen ai hen ai ni!! will you be mine forever? dun leave me k? wo ai ni!! must be happy everyday!! <3 wo ai si ni le!

2006-09-13T14:28:00.000+08:00

sian la!! haiz.. today not a very good day.. damn it.. who go say i brought mp3 to sch.. none of that sort lor.. wah lao.. sian lor.. let mrs ang check my bag!! well.. anyway my conscious is clear..i did not bring.. haiz.. so sian de.. today did a maths paper.. well.. it was alright la.. wah!! the A3 to do the maths worksheet until 10 A and B liao.. they so fast de!! anyway.. PSLE LC on this fri.. haiz..
miss my dear dear loads!!! mwah dear!! love ya loads!! well. gonna be my darling's birthday soon le..!!! haha.. happy ma? 12 le!! haha.. mature le whoa!! miss you like siao darling!! <3
6th month!! <3 wo ai ni!!

loving you always!! <3 wo ai si ni le!

2006-09-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

whoa!!! no comp in life is really boring.. well. my bro say he gonna get back the lappie tml! haha.. then can everyday post again!! so happy!!! haha.. dear dear!! <3 wo ai si ni lE!! LOVE YOU LOADS!* haha.. haiz.. on friday got PSLE LC liao.. sian.. miss my dear dear loads!! wo ai ni dear!!!
no more time le.. got to stop here!!

*actually... just wanna tell you that my love for you has no terms and conditions applied!! <3

2006-09-08T15:06:00.000+08:00

it is TODAY! 5th MONTH!! haha. more details at OUR blog.

TODAY! went to stagmont late.. 7 20 then reach there.. then there got only the old old ppl ppl doing tai qi. i thought my darling went off le.. was so damn worried! smsed mathew told him im downstairs.. and ask him to come down. so he came down. then after that. saw my dear dear!! haha.. so happy.. well.. although did not get to go out with her.. at least spent my time with her. then after that.. sent her to her center. haha.. then went home.. sorry remus!! did not go meet you. i not enough time.. so did not go de.. sorry!! ytd did not write.. well.. ytd was shit.. had cough and headache after coming back.. so.. my DEAREST BAO BEI say dun need to write! haha.. she so good.. she oso not feeling well.. throat pain. must take care!! drink loads of water!!
LAOGONG AI LAOPO!! <3

wo ai ni! love you loads! loving you forever!!

2006-09-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

phew!! today last day going back for supp le.!! and friday is our 5th month le!! <3 really love my dear dear loads!! <3 miss you loads!! 4 days not able to see you!! haiz.. are my hopes really dashed? you really cant go out on fri? haiz. i really want to go out with you!!! miss ya loads!! wo ai si ni le!! sorry.. just now cant tok.. haha.. i know you wont be that xiao qi de.. i love you loads!! <3 you rock my life!! 4 days cant see my letter.11!!! haiz.. xiang si ni le!! <3 rock my life forever! <3

loving you always! love you forever! rock on!! rock my life forever!! FF! haha..

2006-09-05T20:30:00.000+08:00

whoa!! today went to science center.. so sian de.. haiz.. miss my dear dear loads!! shucks!! i did not write post for OUR blog ytd.. die die liao.. i today write two times.. haha.. miss my darling loads!! <3 today went to mac and eat again.. ate with danish, his bro, jia wei!! haiz.. then after that went to jia wei hse!! his granny rocks!! so funny de.. haha.. then lucas called.. then say meet then go my hse.. yea.. so.. me and jia wei say meet at yew tee. then we went to Econ first.. then went to yew tee look for my son!! haha.. then walk walk walk.. walk to the minimart.. then bought things to eat.. then went home.. my bro did not bring his key.. then open door liao.. went my room.. then as usual.. go my parents room watch i not stupid too.. haiz.. then watch halfway.. we went to make cup noodles!! haha.. then after that watch a while more... then they go off le.. yea!! my comp de internet can use le!! yes.! thanks john!!! love ya darling!! <3

i love you loads dear dear!! <3.. 3 more days!!

2006-09-04T20:36:00.000+08:00

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
time to get to school and see my dar dar!
2. When is the next time you will have sex?
well. it is not next time. cos.. haven sex b4 yet...
3. what's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
lor?? haha.. i oso dunno.. LAME
4.Favorite planet?
HATE THE SOLAR SYSTEM!!
5. Who is the 3rd person on your missed call list on your mobile?
dunno.. my hp no caller id
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
dunno.. no preference!!
7.What shirt are you wearing?
sleeveless sahara club t shirt
8.Do you "label" yourself?
LAME?
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
nah.. i dun wear shoes in my hse!
10. Bright or dark room?
bright! but still not used with the keyboard
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey?
well.. LAME.. haha..
12. take a break, have a kit-kat!
no kit kat!!!
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
well.. obviously sleeping right? LAME
14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
well. it was from my engwoon darling!! <3 but not gonna tell you the info..
15. Where is your letter box?
on the first floor!!
16. What's a word that you say a lot?
i love eng woon darling!! <3
17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
engwoon princess!! <3
18. Last furry thing you touched?
my bro's teddy bear??
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
anti-drug abuse!! haiz..
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
12.. 08th April
22. Your worst enemy?
no one..!!
23. What is your current desktop picture?
some windows XP desktop pic
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
you shut up la!
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you do?
dunno.. nvr thought of a situation like this..
26. Do you like someone?
yep!! love eng woon!!
27. Are you dating them?
haha. what do you think?
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet for them?
of cos.. she is my dearest bao bei.. will take care of her.. i would die for her
29. If you could punch one person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
JOSHUA!! he so fun to punch
30. Who're the three lucky people who will be doing this next?
dunno
dunno
dunno

2006-09-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

ARGHH!! my comp de internet got prob!! have to use my bro de computer.. haiz.. then must trade things with him de!! ): haha.. today so boring de.. go back to school for supp!! nice!! <3 cos can see my dear dear!! haha.. miss my dear dear loads!! <3 haiz.. today the PETER LOO so hot whoa.. haha.. so fierce!! damn him lor.. haiz.. maybe the class was too noisy ba.. haiz.. actually oso quite sad for him lor.. our class so noisy de.. haiz... he is quite a good teacher oso lor.. haiz.. anyway!! tml going science centre.. sianz. haiz.. sianz.. got to go le la.. sianz. go do homework!!! love you dear dear!! wo ai si ni le!! <3

4 more days!!

2006-09-03T16:18:00.000+08:00

today went to church. then woke up quite early.. haha.. miss my darling loads.!! (: <3 wo ai si ni le my princess haha.. you rawk my life! <3 xiang ni loads! <3 cant wait to see you tml. haha.. today so sian de.. but!! bought new running shoes!! yea! haha.. my daddy sponsor.. so happy.. lol.. at last.. waited for so long.. haha.. i so tired! haiz. so.. im gonna go sleep soon le.. once i write finish.. go sleep.. but.. dear dear.. you online or free.. pls pls!! call me.. i miss you.. miss you loads!! wo ai si ni le! <3 muarks! <3 mwah! <3 mwauckS! <3 haha.. you rawks! <3

5 more days. wo ai si ni le. wo hui ai ni yi bei zi!

2006-09-02T16:47:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 7! haha.. miss my dear dear loads!! <3 wo ai si ni le darling! <3 so.. i went online.. then it was so sian. msg my deardear once i woke up. then she woke up and pei wo! <3 she is the best! <3 wo ai ni eng woon!!! <3 you rock my life!! <3 6 more days. cant wait to see you.!! <3 you are always on my mind.. haha.. nvr stop thinking of you! (: you are always so good!! <3

so you promised me

bu hui li kai wo
yao yi qi pei wo yi bei zi
nvr gonna stop loving me
love me forever

still got anything? haha.. if have.. write in my tagboard.. i go edit! (:

wo ai si ni le! <3 you rawk! <3 ai ni!

2006-09-01T12:25:00.000+08:00

AHH!!! wo hen xiang ni.. bao bei. really miss you loads! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">ni!! xiang si ni le. (:
stay happy always. cause.. i am here to make you happy.. as long as you are happy. yao wo zuo shen me dou ke yi! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">ni! <3 style="font-weight: bold;"> ni. wo zhen de hen ai ni! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">you in my life.. i will be nothing. haha.. so.. stay in my life forever! promise?

so today.. woke up at 7. then.. went to on my comp. was sad. cos. my dear dear not online. so.. i waited for dar dar to online.. well waited until about 7. 50.. baobei engwoon called me! haha.. well she woke up.. and first thing she did was to call me! she so good! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">she is the best lor! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">darling's voice! well.. i tok to her until 8 .20. then went to bathe. haha. then.. went out de shi hou.. asked her call me and accompany me.. i so xing fu. have such a good lao po! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">she is happy when she is with me. if not.. i really dui bu qi eng woon dear dear le. haiz.. three days. three days cant see my darling. i will miss her like siao! (: haha.. she rawk my life.! do i rawk hers too? i hope so. i hope she will be happy whenever she is with me! <3

7 more days to our 5th month together. i wont mind counting how long we are together forever.
cos. i want you to be with me forever. wo ai ni.!
bold words are referring to my dearest baobei darling! TAN ENG WOON! <3 wo ai ni!

2006-08-31T16:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

went back to class after silent reading.. then went through maths paper.. then chinese.. then give the marks.. haiz.. i got only 76! ): then went back to form class.. then go through the remaining question for maths. then.. it was PE. but.. the ERIC GOH did not come.. haha.. we so happy..
so we got one free period.. went to disturb my darling.. haha.. she said.. dun fan wo la.. later then wo pei ni.. haha.. so.. i went back to my seat.. then.. the naughty girl.. told me before going for her recess thata she cant accompany me for recess today.. haha.. well.. it is alright.. cant expect her to stay with me oso.. she got other friends too.. then.. the teachers' day celebration.. sian lor.. did not get to sit with my eng woon bao bei.. haiz.. ): but.. sat infront of wei hao and wee kiat.. they keep disturbing me.. sat behind a FATTY! ): almost died. so.. after the celebration.. went back to class.. science period left very little le.. so.. did not do anything.. so after skool.. loads and loads of ppl came back.. talked to my coach.. haiz.. the first part of staying back suckz.. time without my bao bei. miss her loads.. then after that.. remus said want go to library.. so we went.. then saw her on the way.. then she said want to go find us de.. haha.. then.. my happy moments of the day started.. with eng woon!! as long im with you.. i will surely be happy de.! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">you! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">darling! <3 i love you! muarkz. mwah.!

8 more days! to our fifth month. i love you loads. you rawk my life! <3

all the bold words are referring to my dearest kiwi dear!<3

2006-08-30T14:30:00.000+08:00

9 more days. will we be together forever? you want to be with me forever? haha.. i hope you want!
haha. miss you loads dear.. wo hao xiang ni. once you went in.. i started to miss you le.. now.. no mood.. cos.. miss you loads.! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">ni! ever since 8/4/06.. i have nvr stop loving you engwoon dear dear! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">you?

today so sian de.. the stupid GOH!!! hate him to the core!! bloody ******* haha. guess the word. so kao bei de.. last time mr neo teach us PE.. we dun go.. mr neo oso dun care. tt idiot.. somemore.. last week we did not had PE at all lor.. how would i know tt this week he want to give PE.. stupid gohfish.. haiz.. tt idiot spoilt my mood.. then it was.. one period of mrs ang's lesson.. well.. it was alright. then the peter loo class.. haha.. did not do anything useful in his class.. went to tok loud loud.. then disturb him.. help wei hao do maths assessments.. then went up look for my dearest princess!! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">bao bei! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">darling! then got three periods of mrs ang's lesson.. haiz.. then dismissal! haha.. spent my time with my baobei! so now.. i miss her loads!! <3

so darling.. haha.. all the bold words.. is all toking about you. and.. must answer to my first part of the blog hor. haha.. love you loads! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">ni le

2006-08-29T14:52:00.000+08:00

whoa! today got back results le.. quite happy with my results.. i think i will be able to get something from my jie le ba.. haiz.. today not in a good mood.. my darling oso.. hope she wont be that sad la.. cheer up dar! <3 i will be there.. when u need me.. just tell me.. i sure pei ni de.. haiz.. haha.. our LOVE LETTER! haha. you want me everyday write to you? haha.. love you loads eng woon! <3 you rawk me! you rock my life! without you.. living is useless.. haha... i need you in my life! so.. promise dun leave me k? haha.. wo ai ni!!

loving you always! <3 wo hao ai ni!! <3 muarkz. so long nvr hao hao de kiss you le.. haha

2006-08-28T18:03:00.000+08:00

haiz.. today did not get back any papers.. haiz.. got lectured by mrs ang! ): damn.. haiz.. miss you loads darling!! <3 xiang si ni le.. haha.. haiz.. tomorrow will be able to get back our papers le.. dunnoe whether will fare well not.. haiz.. but.. my maths confirm not getting A* le.. haiz.. mrs ang say de.. sian leh.. no A*.. haiz.. really sad.. cant wait to get back my papers.. i really hope it is alright. cant wait to get back to skool.. cant wait to see my darling!! (: miss her like siao.. haiz.. today did not do what i wanted.. sianz...

darling. IF your results no good.. will you leave me? will u concentrate on studying? if you want.. then.. haiz.. i wont blame you de.. haha.. but.. i dun think you want lor.. (: haha.. wo ai ni!

2006-08-27T18:13:00.000+08:00

wah!! i today so late then write post.. haha.. today was.. busy!! early early go church.. then until 1 plus then leave church.. after that ate lunch. went to see furnitures.. then went to see car for my bro! his driving test is on thurs. haha.. good luck.. God bless.. haha.. then after that i went to play bball with lucas, ivan, jia wei, and john.. then went home.. then pack my room a little then went out for dinner le.. had no appetite.. maybe drank too much water.. haha... tml can see my dearest lao po le!! <3 i miss you engwoon!! hao xiang ni.. hao xiang xian zai jiu neng jian dao ni..!! haiz...
i want to hug you.. want to kiss you! haha.. tml can do le.. lol.. haiz.. ok la.. i got to stop here le!

laopo! <3 wo ai si ni le! loving you always. love you forever.!

2006-08-26T16:56:00.000+08:00

miss you loads kiwi!! <3 haha.. wha!! im having reading my old chat log.. haha. my dearest kiwi lao po send me de!! <3 wo hao xiang ni ah!! dearest lao po! <3 wo ai si ni le! you rawk my life! <3
today went to play bball.. whoa.. but,. my lao po did not come.. although the chance of kiwi coming was low.. i still had high hopes that she would come but she nvr come.. so sad.. haha.. but.. cannot blame her.. it was quite early too.. and.. she ytd pei wo talk on the phone quite long. must let her rest. after that.. went to eat my breakfast at the normal eating place.. which was where i saw ew dear dear a 2 years back. haha.. the auntie which know me say saw me and engwoon lao po holding hands.. haha.. i thought i walked behind her.. how did she know? haha. dunno why oso.. i only know i love my dearest lao po loads and i miss kiwi loads! <3 wo ai ni

loving you always

2006-08-25T14:58:00.000+08:00

so SIAN de.. tml weekends again.. haiz.. miss my dearest kiwi lao po loads!! 2 more weeks to 5th month! <3 muarkz.!! i love you loads darling!! haha.. hope xf and lucas will stead.. haha.. miss my dear dear loads!!! <3 must return testimonial? haha.. miss you loads dar dar.. haiz.. xiang si ni le.. miss you loads!! look forward to our 5th month.. then our 6th month.. then our 7th month. then out 8th month. then our 9th month. then our 10th month. then the 11th month.. then 1 year!!! haha.. then many many more months after tt.. my whole life.. with u.. i love you!

loving you always!

2006-08-24T15:51:00.000+08:00

yes! prelims are over! <3 wah.. i today whole day online.. nvr touch my books.. haha.. today.. sian la... science paper.. kao.. my weakest sub leh.. dunno how will i fare lor. haiz.. then after science paper is mrs Ang lesson le.. then she was toking about... my God.. i forgot what she tok about le.. haiz.. nvm.. anyway prelims are over!! haiz.. at home now.. watching tfkc ge dou tian wang.. miss my darling loads!! <3 xiang si ni le lao po! my dearest kiwi dear dear i love you loads! you rock my life! <3 will you wait for me even thought it will take forever? haha.. i miss you loads!! <3 next week getting back results le.. haiz.. hope can get good grades.. dear dear.. remember to return testimonial whoa..! <3

lovingyoualways. yourawkmylife. dunstoprawkingmylife

2006-08-23T14:13:00.000+08:00

today chinese paper.. hmm.. the paper was ok lor.. then after my compo played in chinese class with wei hao and zachary.. then do my maths assessments haha.. simply love maths! <3 but.. I LOVE KIWI MORE! <3 haha.. kiwi rockz! haiz.. then it was recess.. then it was the paper 2
today so sian de.. haiz.. now im back home.. preparing to study for my science at maybe 3 ba.. then will study and read notes until 5.. then watch tv. watch until 6. then study again. until my parents comes back.. then go eat dinner.. then study again.. must try to do well for tml.. haiz.. my weakest sub.. shit! haiz.. must study really really hard for tml paper. haiz..! <3 miss my kiwi dear dear loads! <3

loving you always darling. dun leave me. we brave through dangers together

2006-08-22T16:55:00.000+08:00

haiz.. did not do well for my maths paper.. haiz.. really hope can meet my target. at least 85.. have to.. haiz.. miss kiwi loads.. wo hen xiang ni darling! haiz.. really cant live without you in my life.
wo ai si ni le! <3 dear.. i want to spend my whole life with you.. you want to do the same thing?
haiz.. tml chinese paper le.. sure die de.. i very long nvr revise for chinese le.. hope tml's paper dun be too difficult.. haiz.. really miss my dear dear loads.. i want her!! ): haiz.. why must i spend so many hours without her. i want her to be in my life.. every minute every second.. dun leave me even if it is a second.. i really miss you! <3 lao po! wo zhen de hen xiang ni! <3

HAIRYRAMBUTAN LOVES KIWI! <3 im not gonna leave u. dun leave me too k? read my post then answer all the question then write in your post! <3 wo ai si ni le! <3

2006-08-21T16:58:00.000+08:00

today got English Language Paper 1 and 2. it was.. alright la.. haha.. looking at the standard of english i use in my blog.. u all should know.. my english is KNS. haha.. then it was like.. alright la the paper.. haha.. then paper 1.. then after that got PETER LOO de lesson.. haha.. at his lesson i did maths.. then after that is science! got 66 1/2 for the prelim practice paper.. haiz.. bao bei got 77. she so smart lor.. haha (: love her loads.! <3 then after recess.. is English Language Paper 2 haiz.. did finish le then wait so long.. tml must use more time on maths.. dun waste time.. check every question.. target 85 and above.! really hope can get.. must pray to God. so.. will you be coming tomorrow.. hope u can come lor.. haa. ok la.. stop here le la..

loving you always. nvr gonna leave u. wo yong yuan ai zhe ni

2006-08-20T16:17:00.000+08:00

KIWI DARLING!! <3 wo hao xiang ni whoa! <3 really miss you loads.. haha.. cant wait to see you tomorrow. haha.. today go church.. so sian de.. haiz.. then after that go eat lunch.. then go at houses then come home le.. so.. im like.. doing my assesments now lor.. my newly bought assessments!! tml prelims le.. must study hard.. let my parents see that i got study de.. prove to them..
haiz.. my dearest kiwi lao po!! i really miss her like siao lor. haiz.. xiang si ta le..
wo ai ni dear dear! <3 wo yong yuan dou hui ai zhe ni! <3

loving you always. 19 days to 5th month. my love for you.will nvr fade! <3

2006-08-19T15:02:00.000+08:00

wha..! today 7 plus woke up le.. haha.. then after brushing my teeth and wash my face then sms my kiwi dear dear le.. then woke her up.. pai seh darling.. haha.. but.. she too good le.. she pei wo.. haha.. love her loads! then from morning msg her until now... she rawks! <3 rawk my life forever
haiz.. weekends! hate it. always so sian de.. then cannot see my dearest lao po! ): miss her until siao.. haiz.. darling.. wo ai ni! <3 ai si ni le <3 wo hen xiang ni dear! haiz.. later gonna go out again..haiz.. everytime go out.. go until sian liao.. i just want to be with my dear dear lor... (: hope to be with her forever.. nvr gonna leave her. wo ai si ta le! <3 haiz.. i go study le la..

20 days to our 5th month. i will write the countdown here le. haha.. wo ai ni. <3

2006-08-18T13:51:00.000+08:00

haiz.. what a boring day.! is like.. after the oral then go library le.. so sian de.. then wait until my dear dear come.. haha.. she rockz! haha.. miss her loads.. miss tt kiwi.! <3 haha.. she should know what i mean.. lol. the chinese oral.. okok lor.. is like.. the reading passage is quite easy.. then the pic i anyhow tok about it.. haiz.. i miss lao po loads!! tml weekends le.. cant get to see her.. but. she say can sms lor.. haha.. haiz.. tml gonna go see the house.. then... monday start prelim papers le.. haiz.. ok lor.. dun write le.. gonna rest le!

loving you always. i want to hug you. i want to hold you hand forever

2006-08-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

Hairy Rambutan! haha.. it is secret ok? dun tell anyone k? promise? hook fingers? haha.. no need hook fingers.. is do something else.. haha.. anyway.. today got english oral. well it was fine.. thank God.. after the oral.. went to the AVA room. watched ice age.. haha.. the baby so cute de.. then they slide here and there de.. so lame.. miss dear loads whoa.. haiz.. today thurs.. she got tuition whoa.. haiz.. hope can see her soon.. which is tml.. u promised me le whoa... monday.. haha.. dun tell me promises are meant to broken whoa.. haha.. yi ding yao lai whoa.. miss ya like siao.. haiz.. im gonna go study le.. so got to stop here le.!

loving you forever. some promises must not be broken. cos.. it will hurt someone. haha.. muarkz!<3

2006-08-16T19:27:00.000+08:00

damn! my mum kao bei until kao bei anymore man. haiz. so noisy de .. come back late kao bei with me.. stupid.. haiz.. ): miss dear dear loads whoa.. sian.. today the maths test so difficult de.. haiz.. still got a few questions not done yet.. tml PSLE oral liao.. and my parents dunno yet.. i think i tell my daddy.. haiz.. hope he dun scold me.. ): everytime do the most work is me.. get the most scoldings is oso me.. haiz.. life is so unfair.. but.. something tt is fair to me is that i've got a great lao po! <3 love her loads whoa! haha.. only she can make me happy! love you forever! <3 currently studying.. haiz.. sianz.. miss dear dear loads.. hope to see her soon whoa.. cant wait to see her.. haha.. wo ai ni lao po! <3

dear. wo ai ni. wo ai si ni le!

2006-08-15T17:24:00.000+08:00

today no maths test whoa.. is tml.. nvm la.. still will try my best!
erm. today whoa.. so sian de.. early early got the presentation for PSLE oral liao.. then after tt went back to class.. then got mrs ang lesson. mrs goh.. then the freaking mr loo.. kao bei kia..
then it was ms ten lesson.. then after recess two periods mrs ang lesson then mdm tay did not come.. so it was quite sian oso lor.. spent time with my bao bei lao po.. haha.. then during she having her HMT i was like.. in the library, help lucas doing his Maths worksheet.. haha.. then after tt.. almost three le.. then go down and read newspaper.. then i was reading.. then she suddenly come from behind.. haha.. my beloved cute girl! <3 love her loads.! <3 haiz.. i miss her loads whoa.. she went for tuition.. haiz.. hope tml can spend more time with her. (: wo ai ni dear dear! <3

loving you always whoa.! <3 you rawk my life. dun stop rawking my life.! <3 without u.. im nothing

2006-08-14T18:36:00.000+08:00

wah! <3 writing for my dearest blog again.. haha.. today so fun.. had loads of fun with my bao bei lao po <3 miss her loads now ): haiz.. had LC today.. both languages.. prelim de la.. haha. then it was like.. got only 30/40 for my SS test.. but. who cares. just tt SS nia.. tomorrow got the practice paper for maths! <3 shoik.. must get top 5 in class.. haiz.. really hope can.. haha... wah.. but got competition whoa. got the Cheng Wei, Ming Xuan (rapist)? haha.. his nickname le whoa.. haha.. still got Nadra, Esther, Mathew.. and maybe some average ppl like Marcus. haiz.. but.. i will still try my best.. haha.. so is like.. tml Anisia jie bdae rite? if im not wrong.. haha.. so happy birthday in advance. <3 love ya anisia jie! haha.. love my bao bei more.. (: love her loads.. <3 lao po!! wo ai si ni le! <3 muarkz.. loving you forever;always. haha..

wo yao yong wo zhe yi shen de shi jian lai pei ni! <3 muarkz.mwah.mwacks! love you loads!

2006-08-13T16:00:00.000+08:00

sian!! today damn sian.. nth to do at all.. haiz.. go so early to church and rot.. nth to do de.. haiz.. lucky got my bao bei darling msg me.. haha.. miss her loads.. haiz... how i wish this day can faster go pass.. then can see my dear dear le.. haha.. cant wait to see her.. i love you loadS!!! <3 you rawk my life..!! <3 lao po rawks!! she is the best!! love her like siao liao.. haha..!! <3
haiz.. uncle nicholas de baby so cute! haha.. then his two other sons oso cute cute de.. haha..
haiz.. so another boring day! ): tomorrow go back skool le.. happy whoa.. haha.. can dun listen to my mum's nagging and can see my bao bei!! <3 haha.. ok lor.. gonna stop here le.. darling.. u better write ur blog whoa.. if not.. hahaha.. see what i do.. <3

loving you always.. dun stop rawking my life.. haha <3 ai ni <3 ai si ni <3

2006-08-12T16:31:00.000+08:00

wha lao.. sleep in the car.. just came back. but.. before i slept i remembered it was sunny and bright. after i woke up.. my hopes were dashed.. the stupid clouds all so grey le when i woke up.. haiz.. cannot go play bball le.. so sian.. so long nvr played a decent game le.. as in.. a full game la.. so sian.. at home need to study study study de.. haiz.. OMG. monday got Lc le ...i did not know.. i did not realise until the class talked about it.. haha.. wo ai si ni le lao po <3 !! haiz.. i miss you loads dear.. haiz.. gonna stop here le lor.. mwahz lao po!! <3 wo ai si ni<3 loving you always.!

lao po. nothing's gonna break us apart.. wo ai si ni le.. muarkz. loving you forever

2006-08-11T19:46:00.000+08:00

today's post!

got the stupid mass lecture for science de.. so sian.. haiz.. today so sian de.. ate my medicine le.. so dizzy.. haiz.. felt like sleeping while the teachers were toking.. haiz.. sorry.. it was all my fault.. it was my fault that you dun trust me.. but.. i really want you to trust me.. i will do anything as long u trust me.. will you want to walk ai qing lu with me? will u want to brave all the dangers with me? im sorry.. i know all the dangers were caused by me.. haiz.. i know im wrong. forgive me.. will we still have a chance to walk in the rain holding hands..? will we be able to forget about everything last time.. and carry on? will you be there for me when i need you by my side? will you love me more than you did.? wo ai ni! i hope all the things.. we can do them together.. together forever and ever..

dun shed anymore tears of sadness for me.. dun cry.. i dun mind you sheding tears of joy when you are with me.. but.. dun cry for me anymore.
i SWEAR that i will not make you cry for me anymore.. i will take care of you forever! <3

wo ai ni.

2006-08-11T19:31:00.000+08:00

10th August 2006!

forgot to write ytd.. damn lor.. wait for the bloody doctor wait until so long.. ): haiz.. ytd was a sad one indeed.. i managed to bluffed the doctor that my mum wants me to take MC. haiz.. but.. useless lor.. i did not want to stay at home.. as my mum was at home.. then she will nag nag de.. better save my ears. haiz.. ytd. almost broke up.. but.. she said she did not want.. i made her angry on wed night.. she said she wanted to go out with her friends.. and her ex.. then i was so sad.. kept thinking about it.. but.. she told me she did not lor.. so.. i chose to believe her.. haiz.. ytd at home damn sian.. nothing to do.. one big house.. only me alone... ): no one accompanied me.. so sad lor.. haiz.. met remus and his daddy at the yew tee NTUC.. saw lao po's mum too.. but she did not see me..

i was wrong.. sorry..

2006-08-09T15:19:00.000+08:00

sick.. ): but.. i sick.. my lao po extra care for me.. haha.. so.. (: dear dear naughty lor.. nvr mention me or about the 4th month anniversary in her post.. ): haha.. she better be careful on friday..
haiz.. sick.. so damn uncomfortable .. ): keep coughing.. until my lungs so pain whoa.. ): haiz.. two days.. cant see my bao bei.. ): then after fri.. another two days ): cant live without my darling princess... haiz... at home so sian.. sick... nothing to do.. everyday study.. ):
hope can go back to skool.. at least can see my bao bei.. <3

wo ai ni.. ai si ni! you are my everything.. muarkz! <3

2006-08-08T17:03:00.000+08:00

4th month!!! <3>4th month le. hope there will be 5th month, 6th month, 7th month, 8th month, 9th month, 10th month, 11th month, 1 year, 2 year, and rest of my life with you!!! <3>love chen yong en! <3>

do you want me to stay with you forever? do u want us not to part? muarkz.!

ai si ni le.. ai ni!! dar.. you rawk my life.. you are my everything.!

HAPPY 4th MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! <3>

2006-08-07T17:10:00.000+08:00

not mdm tan.. is mrs ang.. at least mrs ang is better la.. haiz.. but.. still prefer mr neo......
haiz.. a few more hours to 4th month! <3 love my dearest lao po loads!! <3 <3 haha. the eeyore so cute!! <3 thankz dear.. muarkz.. i love it.. but love you more la.. nono,.. love you most!! <3 <3 lao po.. wo ai ni.. ai si ni le.. muarkz. mwah! miss you loads dear.. haiz.. tml got the celebration.. sian..
is like.. i hope can sit with my lao po lor.. but.. dunno whether she wants to sit with me not.. haiz..

wo ai ni. wo hao xiang ni. i cant wait to see you again. wo zai zhe shi jie shang. jiu ai de ren jiu shi chen yong en!!! <3

2006-08-06T20:41:00.000+08:00

phew!! at last get to use the comp.. but.. im like studying now lor.. doing my maths assessments.. haiz.. getting tortured by my parents.. ask me to study.. sianz.. ): haiz..
anyway.. just do my maths assessments can le lor.. left with one more day and a few more hours.. wo ai si eng woon lao po le! <3 haha.. do my maths halfway then me write blog..
today went to gym whoa.. elbow still very pain whoa.. but.. as long as can see my bao bei.. no pain le.. as long as can see my bao bei... anything oso can la.. anyway.. tml will be the lesson with the mdm tan.. dunno whether will be used or not.. haiz.. miss mr neo

dear.. wo ai ni.. wo ai si ni le!! <3 <3

2006-08-05T17:08:00.000+08:00

whoa.. today so sian de.. nothing to do at all.. at home study study study... should i go to the gym? haiz.. i love you loads bao bei!! haha.. dear dear wrote one entry then write for the whole week..
i miss my dear dear loads whoa.. wo ai ni lao po!!! <3 !!! 3 more days to 4th month!! <3 <3
loving you more and more each day.. hoping to be with you everyday.. wo ai ni. ai ni yi bei zi..!!

wo ai ni.. wo zhen de ai ni.. wo zhen de hen ai ni.. muarkz.!

2006-08-04T19:17:00.000+08:00

why u never tell us that u going off then leave le?
got first in class for 1.6 run.. but.. still sad.. :( cos of my 5 items.. haiz..
had fun today.. after the 1.6 run.. haha.. lucas and john john. lol.. plus my lao po!! ai si ta le
i miss you dear.. miss u loads!! is weekends again.,., ): haiz.. another more than 48 hours cant see you.. miss u loads leh..

loving you always.. so what is ur answer? will u still want me to walk with u ai qing lu?
wo ai ni.. ai si ni!

2006-08-03T19:21:00.000+08:00

dui bu qi!! should not have raised my voice to you.. wo zhi dao cuo le.. muarkz.. i love you loads!!
today went to BPGHS.. saw shawn lee.. lol.. played with him and some other students in BPGHS
): i got only 29 for my ratio test.. damn.. so many ppl got 30.. haiz.. damn sad.. becos of one stupid mistake.. damn..!! wo ai ni lao po!! loving you always dear.

wo ai ni.. ni hai yuan yi pei wo zou ai qing lu ma?
loving you always..
dun tok about break up le.. cos i will be sad..

2006-08-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

sianz!!! miss my lao po loads!! haiz.. what is euroy di toking about? so chim? simplify it leh.. i dun understand whoa.. dear dear.. no matter what happens.. i will always be with you.. wo ai ni
today so sian de.. did not get back my ratio test. went to stadium run.. LOL.
haiz.. miss you loads..!!

wo ai ni wo xiang ni. will u brave through everything with me?

2006-08-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

haiz..!! sianz.. at home so sian.. miss dear loads!! opps! ytd forgot to write blog.. later she scold me.. )>: haha.. today so sian de.. i did not write cos quite sad.. haiz.. wo ai dear dear!! today got ratio test whoa.. it was so easy lor.. then nvr check then mr neo there kpkb.!! haiz... hope can get full marks!! haiz.. damn sad leh.. but like what my bao bei say.. it is nvm.. it is not the end of the world.
but.. without you.. it is then the end of the world!!

wo ai ni lao po! miss you dear!! ai si ni le

2006-07-30T16:04:00.000+08:00

i miss woonx loads..!!
i love you dear.
wo ai ni dear.
i miss you.
i hate weekends.
i want you to be mine forever
will you be mine forever?
will u stay with me forever?
dun leave me. i need you.
i love you loads.
my life in incomplete without you
what will i be if u are not in my life?
nothing..
wo ai ni. i love you. i miss you. wo hao xiang ni. muarkz. mwah.! dun leave me

2006-07-29T15:45:00.000+08:00

whoa! today got bbq!! sad lor. ): bao bei cant make it.. sianz.. i miss lao po loads!! miss her until siao liao. today.. early early wake up send my mummy go work then went to eat breakfast. then after that my daddy went to the bank to do some things. then after that went for swimming.. haiz.. the swimming got obstructed by those idiots learning swimming.. ): then after swimming for one hour.. actually is disturb some idiots la. haha.. me and my bro!! then go fetch my mummy.. then go eat lunch. then my mummy ate during her work le then she went shopping! so after eating we went to fetch her form the shopping centre.. then come home prepare for the bbq le.. (: haiz.. if my lao po can come i will be more happy de.. dear.. remember to post ur blog!!

i love you dear. loving you always; forever!!

2006-07-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

ARGH!! my chinese oral so difficult de.. damn lor.. wha lao.. some more is those two idiotic teachers..!! haiz.. sure get very low marks de lor.. ): haiz.. accompanied joshua to buy cards.. then lao po pei wo!! haha. thanks alot..1!! haiz.. then it rain.. went home drenched. but.. happy.. very long nvr walk in the rain le.. i siao siao de.. dun like ppl to splash water on me but like to walk in the rain.. ha.. sian!! it is weekends again!!! haiz.. i hate weekends!! it suckz.. cant get to see my bao bei.. then got so much homework to do.. dear.. wo ai ni!

lao po wo ai ni
lao po wo xiang ni.
i love you
you always!!

2006-07-27T16:42:00.000+08:00

phew! finished my english prelim oral!! haiz.. so sian de.. not in same shift with woonz.. ): i miss her loads.1!! tml got chinese de oral.. same shift and same team with bao bei.. so happy! haiz.. joshua come my hse..
lao po!! i love you loads!! looking foward to tml!
lurve ya always

I LUF EW! haha u remember?

2006-07-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

haiz..!! sian leh.. doing homework at the moment.. miss my darling.. haha.. today she checked my msn!! of course she wasn't disppointed la.. i said le. i will surely do de.

got shortlisted for BPGHS. next thurs going for the interview.):
why so little ppl got in..?
haiz..
got 33/40 for my circle test.
highest is jiahui 39/40!! unbelievable
haiz..
tml got prelim oral!!
hope same shift with my bao bei.!!
i love you loads dear.
muarkz

2006-07-25T20:10:00.000+08:00

whoa! today bought new mp3 and bought new wallet. this week spent alot of money le.. must start to save le.. i next year then gonna buy new phone. like what euroy didi say. dun have to but a phone that has all the functions.. but.. i will be buying mp3 phone next year.. (: i bought a new basketball on sun! my favourite! the nike lebron de! haha.. shoik!.. i copy joshua de!! buy same bag and same wallet as him.. haha.. good bros ma.. (: counted my coins today.. decided to make something nice. haha! but sad sia.. not enuf coins. haha.. my drawer rockz.. Lol. got something special.! but.. it is still incomplete ): i need more coins. from today onwards gonna save money and save COINS! haha.. hope can finish my work by this week. give my dar a suprise. but dunno when then she can see it. ): ok la.. gonna stop here le

loving you always. i'vepromisednottogiveyouanymoreproblems. iwilltrymybesttodoit. (:

2006-07-24T18:39:00.000+08:00

dear.. i love you. thankz for the chance u gave me. i will definately treasure it.
dear.. i love you.. i was really jealous when u say he was cuter than me. hope u dun mean it
dear.. i love you.. i love you loads..
hope tml will be a better day.
today took class photo.. did not stand with my bao bei eng woon):
i miss you dear..
wo ai ni!
loving you always!
muarkz.mawh.mwackz haha.. copy you

2006-07-23T20:02:00.000+08:00

will you give me another chance?
i know what i did was wrong..
humans are always like this.. they regret it after they gonna lose something or someone.
haiz. but im a human. to err is human.. every human make mistakes. i hope you can forgive me.
dear.. im really sorry..
lao po. give me one last chance pls..
lao po.. i love you.. hope you can forgive me.
i love you. i din mean to hurt u. i know im wrong. pls give me a chance

2006-07-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

what i thought was wrong! i totally regret it after today!
i am such an idiot!
why cant i be a good guy that u will love and trust wholeheartedly?
why am i always making u sad?
why am i always making u angry?
will you give me one more chance?
give me one more chance to love and care for you.
nvr gonna hurt you again.
i promise. you will be my one and only.
no one gonna snatch you away from me
i will be with you forever.
just one more chance.
i will treasure ur last chance
you are my everything.
i love you
i will mend that hole in ur heart tt i made
i will never let u cry for me again
i swear.. i will never break ur heart ever again
wo ai ni. you are my everything. im nothing without you

2006-07-21T16:42:00.000+08:00

what should i do to help her?
what can i do to help her?
what must i do then she will stop it.
i really do not want to see those cuts on her wrist.
what must i do then she will trust me.?
i really hope she can trust me.
i love her loads.
i really love her..
she is my one and only.
she is my princess..
my dearest!!
i love you dear

2006-07-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

today ran 1.6km!! haiz.. first in class.. but.. my timing dropped.. and.. got a little fever so run finish le.. head damn pain.. blur blur like tt.. like want to faint whoa.. Joshua helped me back to the class and accompany me during recess!! thankz di!!! then Jit Chin came my hse today! haha.. at least not that lonely.. tt cute guy!! he rawkz!! haha.. wha lao.. my two bro fought..!! damn lor.. went to stop them cos my daddy not around then my mum was like shouting here and there.. asking them to stop.. wha lao.. then they push push de.. push me against the wall.. then hit my back and head.. haiz.. so old le still like tt.. cant just sit down and tok properly.. must fight..!! so childish!! haha.. ok la..!! got to stop here le.. tomorrow not going PE..

lao po rawks!! i love you. <3 you rawk my life. you are the one that can make me jealous. im jealous becos i love you

2006-07-18T14:33:00.000+08:00

when i thought that today would be a better day.. it was worst than yesterday.. i am at home now.. all alone.. in skool.. recess was all alone... no one bother abt me.. i was reading the newspaper.. then... after that went to look for jit chin. he was the one that walk with me.. haiz.. thankz jit chin!! he rawks..!! (: why must i stay in such a2 big house? so big.. but.. one person only.. my life really suckz!! i was really jealous this time.. dear... wo ai ni!! but.. im jealous.. why must i be so ...? why everytime i see you playing with some other guys i get damn jealous? becos i love you loads? but... even if i tell you i love you.. do you really trust me? or do you doubt my love for you? are u so much affected by tt nightmare.? becos of tt nightmare.. you dun trust me anymore? haiz.. i really dunno what to do? somebody help me..!! haiz.. ): dun slash ur wrist le dear.. pls.. i dun want you to hurt urself.. it hurts when i see you doing it.. just stop it!! i will do anything for you as long as u stop it..

i really love you.. no matter what.. my love for you will never fade.. dun slash le!!! ):

2006-07-17T20:54:00.000+08:00

ALONE!! reach home alone until nth to do went out to walk a few rounds.. haiz.. today ms tan and mrs wong nvr come cos of P5 camp.. whole class happy..!! haiz.. im sianz!! no one pei wo.. ):
i was.. asking ppl to come over.. then some busy.. then got one need to go airport fetch aunt.. ): haiz.. hope tommorow will be a better day!! dear.. why u angry and sad? jealous ma? haha.. love the two pigs? must bring the small one everyday whoa.. muarkz!! mwackz!! i love you loads dear!!! haha.. i will write my post everyday!! if nvr write for one day then i write for u one testimonial!! haha.. muarkz dear.. loving you always!!

tommorow will be a better day!!!

2006-07-16T13:49:00.000+08:00

waiting and waiting for you to online.. i miss you loads.. waiting for you to online.. waiting for you to sms me.. haiz.. dear.. wo ai ni!! where are u? watching your bro and father play football? haha.. today go church!! so sian de.. ): miss my bao bei.. now downloading songs.. later will do my homeworks... sianz..!! today my daddy go Vietnam!! take care whoa daddy... bon voyage..!! haha.. he left for the airport le.. ytd my daddy and mummy quarrel... ): both angry!! haiz.. both so old le still so ...

i love you loads dear!! muarkz!! loving you always!!!

2006-07-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

PHEW!! i just reached home!! haha.. bathe and on my lappie!! haha.. chatting with my lao po!! haha.. today.. in the morning went to play bball with some ..... rushed home to go out eat dinner.. then after that went to look at some old cars for my bro!! cos he going to have his driving test soon.. after that.. went to shop at some shopping mall.. then after that had lunch... then went swimming at the club!! haha.. spent my time toking to my bro actually... then caught a movie in the club!! then watch halfway went off!! haha.. then went to eat dinner..!! then after that go home lor..!! today so sian de.. cant get to see my dearest bao bei lao po!! haha.. thankz for the testimonial
!! love you loads dear dear!!

who will be your prince..? who will be your knight? will i be one of them? love you